15 minutes

If you could spare me 15 minutes each day,
I believe the existing problems aren’t really problems anymore.
If you could bear with me 15 minutes each day,
I think I could feel you love and care better.
If you could talk to me 15 minutes each day,
I can assure that our relationship won’t have to be like now.
I just need 15 minutes, no interruption, no work, no drama, just pure talk.
Wondering whether it’s too demanding to request for 1% of your time every day?

Dear Diary

I feel old, and am trying to act young. The craziest thing I ever did recently is watching vampire series. Vampire stories? So teenage kinda story right? Yes. I'm watching it. And that's because of The Vampire Diaries; I revisit my long abandoned diary and am trying to re-activate it. Though I know this impulsion won't last long.

Maybe I should start writing in mandarin, which I wanted to when I started using blogspot. As it's a language which I can 'goreng' more, makes it looks more deep (as it's currently quite shallow). Well, let's see how.

Things change tremendously ever since X entered my life and left, as years passed, creativity seems to be a stranger to me, as compared to 4/5 years ago. I can say I’m pretty proud of the number of visitors few years back. sadly there isn't any proof cause I made the most correct decision ever to make that blog disappear, so that the current 'he' won't know all those his-stories.

I don’t know what the purpose of the post is, may be just for the sake of posting something. Or it’s just a sign of me re-abandoning my dear diary again. And yes, I need to stop fantasies over vampires and get down to earth.